i am safe and saved.

Monday, August 9, 2010

It is not as easy as it seems. 7 days cold turkey, after which what is going to happen. Will we be able to go back to our own life or will we just revert back to contacting each other? But what really God spoke to me yesterday was really to pray according to His will. I can want something to happen a certain way but it might not necessary happen because it is not what God wants. I may not know what is best for me but God knows. Well saying is easy not doing it may not necessary be the case. Sigh keep thinking about him. Esp wen im alone at home!!!

am i saved or what?? 12:51 PM

Sunday, August 1, 2010

Thank God its settled. I really feel so much more relived. Really glad things turn out this way.

am i saved or what?? 5:07 PM

Saturday, June 12, 2010

Hebrews 11:1 Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see.
Faith, that God will bring me thru. After the june holidays it wld be mad rush , no break before o lvl. School work! Church commitments! All these are whatever i should think off. But i dunno y im so tempted to talk to Him each time. I should have faith and know that God will send the right guy at e right time. For a r/s shld be one that glorifies God and not for pleasure. that aside, y my close ones cant understand what im gng thru. Even if i tell them what wld their reaction be.
I thank God that HE is there for me no matter what evn tht i cant see Him :)

am i saved or what?? 6:15 PM

Thursday, February 11, 2010

It has been a month since the start of the year. I really thank God for bring me thru. This year , as said in my title , to be a mouldable clay for God. As i take up leadership position in church, i learnt alot. Every lesson taught is not by our own knowledge BUT by God.
The topic of loving one another has also been appearing recently. Am i able to forgive the people who hurt me. It is not thru my own will but it is only possible thru God. To the people who laugh at me in sch, i get irritated at times and i ask God for the peace in my heart. It is not for me to judge . But it is God . For when the time comes , we all are accountable to God for every action we do.

am i saved or what?? 10:23 PM

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

It has been a year since i blog. I have been thru many things this yr.happy times n sad times. even tht i noe God is there .but really i just cant understand my friends sometimes. i dun feel as relax in sch. im really happier in church! y ? y am i nt happy in sch ?

am i saved or what?? 3:19 PM

Saturday, October 4, 2008

It has been a very long period of time since i touch this blog. Cobwebs are everywhere. Well i have been thru so much this past few months, slowly but surely growing stronger in faith. In every problem i face i rememeber no matter what God will surely be there right before me. When i am lonely and upset he will be the only one tt listens to be and help me accept stuff better. Providing me advice thru ppl at points of time.

I am extremely excited as i would finally be able to go on a mission trip to serve God. I would be going to Myanmmar from 29nov-6dec. At the same time to learn not take things easily and value money more, this would also be and enriching lesson learn wif the joy of having christmas party wif the children there. To be able to share with them the Good news.

am i saved or what?? 9:38 PM

Friday, June 20, 2008

I had been busily preparing for the chalet and bbq food. And i thank God for answering my prayer, it didn rain the whole day despite having lighting for the whole stay there.

The chalet wasn what i had really expected it would be. The place was rather ulu and inconvient as there was only one bus tt goes there. We kinda went there to be food for the mosquitos.XD

The BBq was pretty okay just that wen we din have enough tongs. Ms Chua had ask us what we need and i thought of tongs and mineral water. Well i tht she would buy just that but we din expect she bought a lot. LIke 5 or 6 packs of lays/ruffles and 6 1.5 mineral water bottle and a big delicious choc cake and 3 tongs. phew tt is alot of things. Thanks a million ms chua tht she wun be able to c this.

Yeah Mr lee kw and ms hoe came for our bbq too. And im really touched cos ms hoe came at 11pm tht she had lessons early the next morning. But all my embarasing moment got told out to ms hoe by kelila after not seeing ms hoe 4 a yr.

But it was fun yet tiring experience, had some time to do soul searching and reall cant be bothered wen they play games without me.BUt still i Thank God for the wonderful weather and support from the parents

am i saved or what?? 10:53 PM